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Does that make me Different?I wear make up. Does that make me fake?
I cry. Does that make me emo?
I have male friends. Does that make me slutty?
I smile a lot. Does that make me weird?
I laugh loud. Does that make me preppy?
I have anxiety. Does that make me a freak?
I have Bipolar Disorder. Does that make me abnormal?
I respect people. I change for me, and only me. I have a past, but I know I have a future.
Does that make me different?
Maybe.
But at least it makes me
Me.

RelapseIt’s like counting
Saturn’s rings,
hash marks
along your limbs -
remembering a time
when

‘just one more’

made you feel better.

- & you’re sitting there
wondering why
Draco, stuck in limbo
always looks like he’s

falling.

FrostbiteNumbness
I can’t feel my toes and at first I think
It’s just my toes.
I can cover them up.
I can warm them.

It spreads, like fire,
Like ice.
I glance away for a second, it seems, and my feet are cold
Pat –pat
That’s funny, I didn’t feel that
Maybe I’ll cover them up too
I’ll warm them up.

I’ll take a nap
Maybe a short rest will make it all better, warm them
Up…
What’s that? How long has it been?
My legs… are you still mine..
Why has my breath left me, short?
Has everything but deserted me?

What about you, are you still here?
Are you still with me?
Hello?
And before I can say goodbye, I think my thoughts are leaving me too –

Sleeping Beautyshe’s in love with a character who
never existed but in the labyrinth of her head:
a patchwork composition of beautiful, lengthy words
she’d heard in her catatonic state; coma living
day in and day out, reliant on the salvation
of a man made of foreign wishing
and imperfection and necessity – an ignorance
of the less than ideal perception of self she’d
come to fear, absention stained romantic to the point
where daydreams were a standard for survival

(real living is for the purposeful of heart,
he loves her in her sleep)

UneditedWe cry.
We scream.
We fight for our dream.

We scream.
We cry.
We're just waiting to die.

The same emotions
with a different drive.
Sometimes dead, sometimes alive.

The same in one way,
different in another
brother and sister, sister and brother.

So close in feeling,
so different in the end.
Falling apart, or finally on the mend?

Which am I?
Will I ever know?
Fighting to stay or ready to go?

Maybe I'm both,
in some impossible way.
Emotions oddly mixed everyday.

Wouldn't surprise.
I'm such a freak.
Excuse me, I laugh, I should call it "unique"

WorthlessWorthless,
the name that cuts like a knife,
Me,
it's all that you see inside,
My heart,
is breaking with every breath I take
The lies,
the only thing I can't seem to face.

Battle in my MindEat.
Don't eat.
Take it easy.
Work out until you pass out.
Get help.Tell someone.
Keep it a secret. It's only for you and me.
You're perfect.
You're worthless.
You're beautiful.
You're disgusting.
Why won't you listen?
They don't understand.
Let me help you.
You don't understand.
Show me.
No!
I love you..

In The Daylight

In The Daylight

A false downfall
An unexpected revival

Sunset to moonset
Shining through darkness

Life...redefined
Death...redesigned

In the valley of promises- I will fear no end
On the brink of weakness- I will ascend
-
Roads of the toughest
Paths of the darkest

I conditioned my flawed limits
So fearful memories won't be paralytic

I had to raise my own spirit
Strength and endurance become so vivid

A chance for change / A moment of fate
A time to make peace / A brief feeling of creed
A sealing of my slate / A silencing of my mistakes
A secret ready to be freed / A chain soon-to-be incomplete

Pain and peace are infinite
Judge the wrat

Happily AloneHonesty,
She does not have,
Personalities,
She has many of them.

A million shields,
a million personalities,
She's always changing,
to fit every person around her.

If one were to ask why,
she would answer with,
I will never reveal my weaknesses,
because she's evil.

She hates everyone,
stupider than her is barely tolerable,
smarter than her is too scary,
She hates it all.

She leaves the world behind,
To one she has dreamt of,
No color,
nobody else.

Then,
she will smile,
why,
because she is truly happy alone.

She is not evil,
She does not hate you,
She is not dishonest,
She simply wants to be alone.

wallflower clippingsthere's scar tissue in her throat,
swollen around the words she never said;
dark rings around her eyes
like planets unremembered, and
a staleness to her touch,
the crystalline Dead Sea.

she's living like a story
that's already been told
"if no one loved you
would you mean anything at all?"

in that moment,
we forget to exist.

We are the King and Queen of Broken DreamsStanding still in a mine field, staring at all we have left.
We were so young, we didn’t stop to think.
Now we’re in a car crash, teetering on the brink.
If you were to leave me now, I don’t know what I’d do.

It was a whirl wind romance,
A light when all was black, a spark of something when all was bleak.
You swept me off my feet and made me feel brand new.
I thought we could live forever and I’m certain you did to.

We built a house without foundations
And now we’re falling down,
Everything’s crumbling around us, time slipping through out fingertips.
People used to walk past us but they were to drunk to see,
That our lives are coming apart around us, there is no light as far as we can see.

There was no fire to start with,
Just two broken things, the world had left behind.
The casualties of other people’s dreams of power, money and control,
Spat out onto the curb to rot away and die.
We never stood a chance or so

Falling off the EdgeDo you know what it feels like?
To nearly fall off the edge,
but not quite...
just so that you're dangling;
clinging for your worthless life
lest it fall into the sea of loneliness.
Your callused, pink fingers turning
to a shade of purplish-red of pain
as it does it best to hold on.

Splash.

In the sea of loneliness,
everything is crisp, translucent.
There is nothing around you,
you are alone...
unlike other people,
you have no one
clamouring to save you;
you have no one
diving in to get you out.

There is no point
screaming for help,
you will only waste
the little time and air you have left.
You only have the darkness
of the sea envelop

Honesty Written

from the

heart.

No eraser.

Her SideTomorrow she'll be gone,
but what can you say?
Nothing can help her.
The pain won't go away.

But she would've stopped,
you could've said no.
That's what she wanted,
someone to say don't go.

That someone wanted her,
or at least would try.
That someone would grieve
if she were to die.

But you just stared,
nodding your head,
and she realized the truth
with a feeling of dread.

No one wanted her.
No one cared.
Not even you,
with the the love you shared.

So she said good-bye,
and you watched her leave.
She may have had the rope,
but now you can't breathe.

PerfectEver had the feeling where you can't stop looking at a picture?
Your gorgeous face makes me smile
Go weak at the knees
Makes me giggle like a little girl

Those morning texts
All day conversations
Random silly things like that
Make me smile

I see the led light flash the colours I've set for when I get a message from you
My heart flutters
My cheeks flush
I go deaf to the world when I'm reading a message from you

If your down
I'm always there for you
I know you don't want to worry me
I know you want me to smile
But I'm always here for you
No matter how you feel
I'd prefer to help
Than for you to be down

Your gorgeous eyes
Are mesmerising
You

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I love you
You don't love me
We are both forever lonely
With a friendzone hug
And no kiss from me to you
Why can't I say I love you?

Unfaithful:
I "love" you
You love me
I don't want to be family
With a slap on the ass
And a french from me to you
I won't say I don't love you

Enimes:
I hate you
You hate me
You suck dick and I hug trees
With a mean insult
And a spit from me to you
That's how I say I hate you

The GameLove is just a game
No one can win
That we give up on
Only to play again

We throw in the towel
To play nevermore
But then something makes us
Walk back in that door

And now I am forced
To play the love game again
Won't someone please stick
My heart with a pin?

Why won't this traitor
Listen to me
When I tell it to let
Love let me be

Now I freak out
Every time she walks by
Then try to hide it
By looking up at the sky

I'm going to hell
But I'm fine with that
I tripped long ago
And I refuse to go back

Too Crazy To LoveI hate my life
You see me cry
Is that why you won't
Look me in the eye?

Yeah I'm messed up
What else is new?
But you can still love me
As our days grow few

My thoughts scare you?
Well that's sad
Considering you've said things
Four times as bad

You think people will talk?
That's bullshit
Since when do you care
When people through a fit

I really love you
You might love me
Won't you say so?
Please set me free

Whole New WorldI want to live in a world
Where divorce isn't common place
I want to live in a world
Where we don't hate a certain race

I want to live in a world
Where we don't have to announce we are gay
I want to live in a world
Where we don't have to watch what we say

I want to live in a world
Where I can finally be my self
I want to live in a world
Where no one hangs me on the shelf

I want to live in a world
Where I can be free
I want to live in a world
Where I can truly be me

Not So AloneA love
never to be returned
A heart
that is forever burned

A scar
made in the dead of night
A feeling
forever hidden from sight

A promise
that can never be kept
A soul
that has forever wept

A hope
that for once is real
A girl
learning how to feel

Be Mine?Twisting, drifting
Falling leaves
I feel like them
Everytime I breath

My life's unraveling
I don't know why
So I'll just sit here and watch
As time flies by

Will you join me
Just us two?
We can be together
Beneath a sky so blue

I promise I shall love you
'Till the end of time
If you'll just answer one thing,
Be mine?

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Crazy Girl

by *MidnightKill, Feb 13, 2013, 5:11:26 PM
Literature / Poetry / Emotional / Free Verse

Don't talk to her
She's crazy, I tell you
Don't try to help
She's too far gone

The best we can do
Is let her die slow
But not kill herself
We can't let her go

Lets drive her crazy
Force her into the flow
Choke her on medication
Show her thing she shouldn't know

Lets lie to her
Tell her she will be missed
Then laugh in her face
Everytime she gets dissed

She won't know the difference
When we lie to her face
She'll never be the wiser
With all of God's grace

He must hate her
Just like us
Since he won't help her
He won't fuss

This game is fun
This game of torture
I hope we never have
To stop the good horror

Crazy Girlby *MidnightKill

Literature / Poetry / Emotional / Free Verse

I am so sorry for this. I know it's a piece of crap, but i had to get rid of it. I've had this in my drafts for like, a year so i slapped an ending on it and submitted it. My apologies.

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~midnightflys Feb 14, 2013

the art is only so beautiful to the beholder so to me this is near perfection

*MidnightKill Feb 15, 2013 Student Writer

wow thank you!

~midnightflys Feb 13, 2013

its so true though...nice job

*MidnightKill Feb 14, 2013 Student Writer

thank you, have you seen any of my other art? i promise its much better than this...

*SoulSold2RockNRoll Feb 13, 2013 Student Artist

Actually this is pretty great.

*MidnightKill Feb 13, 2013 Student Writer

wow. thanks i guess and thanks for the fav. have you seen any of my other work?

*SoulSold2RockNRoll Feb 13, 2013 Student Artist

yeah sure you're welcome. and no i haven't, hmm which would you say are your best pieces of work?

*MidnightKill Feb 13, 2013 Student Writer

[link] dont know what you like but this filters out my crap

*SoulSold2RockNRoll Feb 13, 2013 Student Artist

I've looked around a bit, it's all pretty cool, you've got some good stuff there, so yeah think I shall watch ya since I like your writing and can relate to some of it

*MidnightKill Feb 13, 2013 Student Writer

thank you so much!! its good to know im not the only person who says "shall" in common conversation

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